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| School's gonna be starting in 1 day's time!!! Pah. I don't know whether to be excited or doomed. 
Anyway the past 2 days have been tiring but I'd reckon it's time well spent. Thursday: Did my hair and met Slow and Sy after. Had a late lunch at United Square and watched (500) Days Of Summer at Orchard. Dinner at Taka and talked till late 9-ish before deciding to call it a day. Friday: Woke up at 1030 hence arrived more than half an hour late for class lunch at Sakura Somerset. Ate till I was so full then we decided to camwhore all the way to the arcade at Cine. Played Guitar Hero for slightly more than an hour there and I'm pretty sure my skills have not detiorated since the last time I played it (which was approximately 1 year ago?). Hehe. Then the rest tried their luck at those machine thingies to get a plushie. -.- But it did serve as mediocre cheap thrills. Left to meet Whit, Ama and Tiff 2 levels down to watch a movie and ended up watching (500) Days of Summer AGAIN. Even watched it in the same hall and sat 5 seats down from my previous seat the day before! Hahaha but its a really interesting show and they paid for half of my ticket so yeah.  Had frolick - yayness! And then went back with Tiff and Whit. My eyes were sooo tired by then I slept at 9pm that night! Ahh...
Okay so all good things must come to an end, sadly. But till the next time, I'll be anticipating the next holiday. (: Take care and loves!
xoxo,
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| Hello hello. The holidays have been dragging on for so long (its been only 2 months) till I'm actually begining to feel a bit disgusted at my habbits. Though on a random note, I think I lost weight! Unbelievable right? You'd think I'd put on weight during holidays but I actually lost weight. Hmm, I think its because I tend to eat less during holidays. I know what you're thinking, what a lie. But hold that thought. I've not been going out as much recently and my body clock has been screwed up badly... hence I wake up at 2pm almost everyday (at this point, I am utterly speechless at my atrocious habit). This results in me skipping breakfast and eating a really late lunch, which in turn leads to me not eating as much for dinner. And I tend to have a nasty late night binging habit too! So calculate the number of days/weeks I've been doing this and voila. Okay I know that's unhealthy and probably disapproved by all but not to worry. I'm pretty sure I'll kick this habit once school starts. I've been revising my Jap prior 2 weeks before school starts. Now that, is amazing. I'm so bored that I actually decided to study my Jap to prepare myself for the next semester. Anyway next semester will be even more crazy than before; 9 freaking modules! 9! Can you believe that? I don't know whether to laugh or not because it seemingly is ludicrous. I swear I am in dire need of willpower and faith. So if anyone of you guys out there who are more than willing to include me in your prayers, I'd really appreciate that. From the bottom of my heart. Thank you and loves. ♥ Okay I need to sleep now. Must get my body clock back in shape! Nightssss. xoxo, | | |
| Firstoff I'm really delighted because I managed to find a bunch of amazing alternative bands online. Currently on repeat are Danger: Radio, The Friday Night Boys, Framing Hanley, The Rocket Summer, The Scene Aesthetic... just to name a few. I love it! They make my After days more bearable. Anyway it's over. It's really over. I've never imagined I could be this happy now. I think that deciding on letting go was the best decision I ever made. Once you make up your mind you don't look back. And now I feel so full hope. You guys were right, I can do better, I deserve much better. It was right for me to drop it. So my life starts from here, pick it up and move on. (: Thank God for giving me the most wonderful supportive friends and the strength and courage to get over this phase. Today I went out with Whit and Sy. Told Sy the 'big' news, had lunch, shopped around and watched Time Traveler's Wife. It was such a sweet show! I cried for the most parts since it was so touching. Haha. It's a great movie though, I'd like to watch it again. Next monday, I'm going to watch 9 .Yay. Also looking forward to spending time with the lovely six. (: I miss you guys tons. Oh, I swear, I know, I believe it
Oh, I can't stop hearing all the singing
Oh, my soul has never had this feeling
And it feels like gold. xoxo, | | |
| If I could choose... - I'd change the way I felt about it.
- I wish I wasn't so confused.
- You'd stay the same.
- Time would be rewinded.
- I'd find the courage to let go no matter how hard.
- Regrets wouldn't exist. I'd should like to think the list would be neverending but I'm in no state to continue. Maybe another time when I've actually regained control over myself again. Anyway the holidays have been awesome until ______ issues decided to sprout out. It's so infuriating cos it messes up my entire holiday mood and plans. Damnit. But ignoring that, my holidays are just starting out and I've still got plenty more weeks to reconsider. It's 2.37am now and I've got a whirlwind of thoughts raging in my head. I don't know why my brain likes to be in overdrive mode at weird hours but its bad. It's preventing me from sleep and I need it badly. I've got a morning flight tomorrow and my luggage isn't exactly done so yeah. I'm looking forward to this getaway cos I need some well deserved down time, to forget everything that's happened for the past few months. To finally let go of all those issues and renew my faith in myself and Him. I really pray I come back in a much more peaceful mental and emotional state. In the meantime, today's the start of my hiatus. I honestly hope that its all going to be worth it at the end. I need all the willpower and courage I have for this succeed. Wish me all the best. Sometimes, you don't need all the answers to life's questions. | | |
| Hi all! End of semester exams are literally just round the corner (My math paper starts tomorrow and physics on Monday!) and surprisingly, the road to get to where I am now was... enjoyable. Thanks to all the little words of encouragement, mini study sessions, visits etc by my girls. (: Those weeks of being so close to the brink of giving up and being burried with piles of revisions/tests (plus emotional-social issues) would have thwarted anyone instantly, but not me. I honestly thank God for blessing me with such wonderful friends and giving me faith to press on. I must admit, this semester wasn't exactly pleasant but I'm glad I made it through till the end. With just 2 exams standing between me and freedom... It's nothing that I haven't encountered; I've really really really studied so hard for this final exam. Countless nights being burned to practice physics and complete the entire stack of revision papers for maths. I've never worked this hard even for O's. Hence I'm praying my hard work will pay off. Just this final stretch of hurdles to overcome and till then, See you after next monday! ♥ xoxo, | | |
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